Barb Kragrud writes: Everytime I come into the acting room I look around to be sure it's still there. It will be okay if it's not there, I tell myself, but when I see that "my door" is still there, leaning against the wall, I feel relief, and a bit of excitement all over again. My door is white with a white lace curtain hung by thumbtacks. My door has fifteen glass window panes. My door has a hole where the door knob used to be. My door is the front door to Julie Jordan's house in "Carousel" and, once again, I'm Julie Jordan.